As day 3 draws to a close I have managed to find a little spot of comfort. Sitting in a green recliner watching the Hallmark channel (cheesy and sappy, I know) and messing around on the computer I have almost enjoyed a moment of solitude. Now I will go and get ready for bed. As I curl up in another unfamiliar bed without the love of my life by my side and without kissing my girls goodnight, this moment of comfort and solitude will pass I am sure. But this too is only temporary and I will rest easy tonight knowing that the Lord is melting away my cancer. Thank you Abby and Katie for knowing and believing with me. I know there are many others of you who are doing this as well. That is what makes it possible for me to face tomorrow without my family again and to smile in the loneliness and to sing praises to God most high in the silence.
Goodnight day 3. Please be good to me as I slumber. I pray that day 4 passes quickly and without nausea!